Friday

today is the "fucking" day. They expect me to lay ontop of that punk Offred. Fred is my man, why does she get to receive his gift to this earth while i sit there PRETENDING like I like it. It is just not fiar. I ran into her before the ceremony, she had looked at me as if she were better than me. Some day i will show her who is better. If she doesnt get pregnant she is out of this house faster than.... a pig gets turned into bacon. Thats what she is, a little piggy pig McPorker. I should have said somethink to her when I ran into her. Like ", YOUR stupid!" or "Your ugly!". That would have showed her! Next time I run into her, I am going to remind her who the real queen of this house is.

Peace out for now,
Serena Joy